How I wish i could...

Have u ever been in a position whereby u wish u could slurp back wat u just uttered??....It happened to me recently...in my defense of being unintentionally offended by someone i jolted before i cud even think...That has always been my problem..commencing thgs before thinking...its like my mind works separately from my heart..just like an individual machine that works by itself...as soon as I uttered somethg... it hit me hard that i had offended another party..the party that I least would like to hurt...although i did apologies profously...and matters were resolved..(it wasn't a big deal to the other party..or was it?? ) but i could not get myself to stop brooding over it...it just comes in and out of my mind...In my defense, I did not mean any harm..nor did i intend to make any other party feel any discomfort or have the slightest pinch of offense...i perceive this as my trait of weakness a weakness that i must work on..but i always believe that humans r born imperfect and nobody is perfect..we can paint the town with other ppls mistakes but who r we to judge them..take a mirror n look at ourselves..r we perfect? no one is..the least we could do is to accept the flaw of others as their shortcomings n to bookmark it as somethg that we should avoid... but im here willing to own up to it...n willing to work on it..though im sure there'll b more mistakes that ill encounter along this journey in Allah Al-mightys world...I hope and pray that it won't b a big Gaffe...so to those i might have offended un intentionally im sorry...trust me..maybe it was done unintentionally n hope u can consider the fact that im only human..bound to make mistakes..(cam lagu plak..hahaha)...n pls forsee this as my negative trait...don't we all have some?? unless of course ur miss goody too shoes..who's blind enough to say u never hurt anybody or do thgs that would offend someone...
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ok enough of all the ramblings..my cutie pie did somethg cute last night.....


the love of my life..both in la la land when the photo was taken

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