SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Bersiaran dari boot camp kiara...

To all my friends who r still close at heart..(thou we seldom keep in touch due to me being in this so called haven!!!... but fret not..insyallah it will all be over soon..if u count 3months as soon!!!)

So with this opportunity in between having to juggle assignment n presentation for tomorrow..id like to wish to all of u..family, friends, readers..whoever u are.. a very2 happy raya....have a blast..n sorry for any wrongdoings that may have hurt u guys ever since we our path crossed...

This year I'll be spending my weeks raya in KL...huhhuh..n maybe going back to muar for a day or so...raya will never be the same especially in muar with the passing of my beloved aunt last feb..sob..sob...

so guys...if ur in KL for raya do buzz k...



SELAMAT HARI RAYA..from me, mr.weezal n li'l harris...

Hi peeps

hello guys..

cant write much..class in session in 10...a brief update..my course sucks like hell.. we're treated like kindergarten students...not in a sense of being told off or the sort...but in a sense of freedom..going out of the main gate at any times... except wen given permission to.. is like a huge..N I REPEAT A HUGE..sin ..its more hell than the real military training..on another note...i managed to pull thru the army module in one piece..thank god!!. a pat on th back for me..hihih...my life is only on weekends..even if its less than 36 hrs being away from boot camp..

i lost my uncle in between my hectic schedule...he died at the age of 31 goin to 32..left 2 kids behind..just to share with u guys..always prepare an umbrella for rainy days...even if it seems to shine throught the day...imagine the wife... from the husband supporting her with 5 figures salary to nil...how wud u guys cope?? my uncle was a very2 good guy..very noble..humble..responsible..all the good aspects of a wanted husband is in him ..n wen i told his wife..good men die young..the wife responded " that's y jgn jadi baik sgt...susah.."(pulak!)...hihi

leaving the sad news behind...GUYS...i really really miss hanging out...im busier than the PM nowadays...but really wanna hav a cuppa..hopefully soon....till then..bye guys..

p/d i do read ur blogs guys...but cant aford to leave a comment at the expense of my time...

BOOT CAMP

Picture credit to here

To my dear frens..n readers of my blog..(if i don't already know u)

I'll be going away for 6.5 months boot camp...its going to b a tough course..infact very..very tough...just like military course..ill be based in KL..but there will be times where ill hav to attend outside module such as being in the army, fire brigade and police course..i wont be able to go home..on weekdays..n will have 1.5 day off on weekends..n ill sure b misreable...yes before u say it..im a bad mother for leaving my son during this period..never in a million years wud i want to.had i another option..of course id opt not too..but this is my duty call...n this is the career path i unwillingly chose..(destined upon me)..

So pls bear with me if within this period of time im almost unreachable...if u have any urgent messages to convey to me..dont hesitate to buzz my hubby...

Maybe..maybe ill have a slightly longer leave during hari raya..but thats about it...so till then babes..ill update if n wen its possible..tata..n wish me luck...

Another year....

First of all thanks for the birthday wishes that has came pouring in..thank you..thank you all...yes im a year older..but not sure if any wiser..but clearly i thank God Al-mighty for all the blessed things that has happen throughout my life journey...and also for the opportunity to become a better person day by day...

Although work commitments has been quite strangling today.. i just wanna share with u guys..the thing that really..really made my day today...

I received my birthday card from my hubby this morning while getting ready to go to work...the writings was simple but the wordings that my hubby wrote was really2 priceless..coming from him (as most of you guys know..hihi) he also gave me a present..suffice to say it came in a small box...i sooo love it..hihi

Then later on at work while i was oogling at my computer screen at around noon..a Chinese guy..knocked on my office door..asking for me..n this was what he delivered...




N me..being the ultimate drama queen..collapse into a stream tears...thanks sayang..again u just know how to make my day....I love u sooo much...

HELLO...HELLLO

Hi peeps..

God..thank god im still able to log on to this blog...its been eons ever since..im not going to bore u with why i didn't update for soo long ..suffice to say that my workload prevails all..n i mean it!! who ever says if u work for the GOM can dok goyang kaki..pls..pls..n i do mean plss..with all do respect..i can even throw in a red carpet welcome for u to come n replace me here..it was more relaxed in the private world...plus less depressing..i get soo depressed here at times..i miss my days in my former company..not the work..but the environment..less depressing..more happy...this is what u get for being an obedient child n following ur parents dream..hahah (so now blame it on the parents!!!..nah..i guess its just fated) to the peeps out there who yearn to b the chosen one or the selected one..or the cream of the crop..or watever crap they say about being the selected to bin the most prominent scheme in GOM..pls think 1000 times before committing urself..they choose these so CALLED great officer for a reason..n reason is because THEY THINK WE CAN HANDLE THE PRESSURE!!!!

Ok enuff of me hampering my depression..sometimes i dont know wat i want in my career..its seems like im a jack of all trades but not a king in any...i wanna be able to master at least something n known to be good at it...y cant i just have my hobby as my career n get paid for it...nway trying to see lite at this dark tunnel n trying to have a positive attitude..maybe one fine day they'll be a pot of gold for me..a pot of gold that i can share with my loved ones..God knows wat kind of gold i'll get...as people say u hav to learn it the hard way..it'll get easier...just like having the joy of my life..my baby..it was soo hard at first..but alhamdulillah..he's the color in my life...the one who can shift all my depression away with his cheeky smile...

On the home front..life is monotonous...no holiday to tell about..no new fashion acessories that i acquired...but i still feel blessed..because its better to be on a mono tone rather than having unwanted high or low pitches.....but things r good..alhamdulillah especially with our little one..he really lites up our life..

So till next time folks..hope it wont b till another month before another entry...take care..

p/s to my dear friend who go tied the knot recently...congratulations..to my cuzzie in law who gave birth to a beautiful baby...congratulations..n to my dear fren who's birthday recently past HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY...wen r u coming back?? n to another dear fren who'll be celebrating her birthday tomorrow..HAPPY BIRTHDAY...hope all of u will be blessed with life's wonders....

Snapped..

Sometimes..wen u've been harboring ur temper or trying to keep cool wen others keep doing it over n over again.. although u remind them not to..the lid just blows off...no matter where or when..it was not intentional nor was it at an appropriate place..but i guess..the hurt is just too much to handle at that point off time..n soo it exploded..did i regret it?? yes bcause it was at an inappropriate time n place..but never on the explosion..how many remindings do u need for it to b plucked in ur head??..am i asking too much??? God made all individuals unique.. wat was programmed in ur head mite not be in mine.. RESPECT is the word..

p/s: i wont be naming names..

Google Fu

Hi dearie..dearest n fellow members of my blog readers..

It's been a while since i've updated.. even had to dust off the cobwebs here..n im sneezing trying to blow off the thick dust that has gathered...nway a quickie on whats happening in my mystical life..I've been sooooooooo bz at work..SWAMPED with THINGS TO DO n the list seems to be never ending...I sure cannot wait for this day to end...Really..really n i mean Really need to catch up on a lot of resting n ZZzZzzzzzz... much to this hecticness was caused be me, myself n i attending the interesting course i mentioned on my FB status..

GOoGle Fu!!..yup that's the name of the course...n boy was it worth it??.. every second of the two day course...i loved it!!..id never enjoyed a course soo much...(on a norm..id attend courses because it's compulsory!!) ..the fact that i was fidgeting to get back to the course as i had to attend a meeting in between says it all..I didn't wanna miss even one module..

Basically the course trains us to ask anything..yup ANYTHING that comes across our minds (except matters of the heart..hihih) to Google...before this i've always had a pet name for google which is Dr. google..but now im promoting it to Prof. Google... Tips n tricks were given on how to narrow down our search.. to like a few hundreds or even to 10 from millions web page retrieved once we type a keyword...n u can find like absolutely anything..yup anything n everything..as long as it's hosted... which leads us to one downside..n its creepy wen u think of it..any personal information we put in the net can be captured and hacked..although not everybody can do it..but just bare in mind..hacking n building your personal profile from the info u post on the net is not that hard... so my advise don't disclose too much information on the net..better still keep it up to a minimum..n please please think before u upload any photo's that mite haunt u back ...because even if u restrict ur profile/photo's on the fb..its still up available in the web market.... yup it can be done n it has be done..n u don't need CIA to do it...even i can!!!! given the proper training...(but rest assure..i don't have time to do so..n i respect peoples privacy)..

This course really benefits everyone actually..especially a person like me..who constantly refers to Prof Google..i soo wanted to attend this course because im sure it will be beneficial to me when i have to pursue my postgraduate studies...n i sure feel it's worth it...id love to sign up for an advance course even as an independent participant..n even if it means i hav to dig up my own pocket money n spare a handbag of my dreams..(for a moment) hehehe

So guys..as i have to resume to my actual job..i'll leave u guys with a search engine for u test run n oso a tip i learned from the course...have fun..

1. search-cube - search for anything n see what happens..its really kewl..
2. Worrying wether ur loved ones have departed on their flight or wanting to know wether they've arrived type thier Flight no. e.g MH1 (it works with air asia too)on the goole search panel n c wat happens..