My dear friends..

Calm down….here’s a consolation to all…U'd be surprised if u all knew how much im earning monthly…WAY…n I mean WAY behind all of u…but of course my perks I guess r a bit better than a lot of companies.…ie.medical,maternity,annual……and being a GLC a bit of consolation in terms of stability..nevertheless.. there’s always a possibility thgs can go wrong..a clear example is MAS….i only can afford to pay not more than RM300 for my car installment …if not how would I survive?...i know some of u pay double than that amount monthly if not more…but at this moment that is all I can afford..on top of my monthly loans..petrol,rent..I still hav to be stringent in order for me to save up some $$ for my wedding…however I am thankful most of my wedding nicks n nacks are bared by my parents..n my dad still helps me here n there…plus another consolation to me is that my soon to be other half is a workaholic…striving hard to give us a better life…thanks sayang thou I don’t say it out often..i do appreciate wat ur doing….im not saying he’s the ideal man..but I am thankful that im not about to wed a lazy bum...with these back up is how I a woman I love shopping who wouldn’t..but in terms of clothes I only will buy, anything below RM35..above that to me is expensive..nevertheless there’s a lot of nice stuff I found during the Mega Sale period that met my budget ie British India, The Executive Parkson ..Metrojaya..F.O.S….im not saying im good at bargains..but to me if u want to have everything u have to be aggressive n search high n low…maybe u wont have the most expensive atleast u’ll have a taste of each..maybe my pattern will change wen I hav kids…but to my dear friends my point is..where u work..u’ll stiil have problems…u’ll never earn more than u can spend…kids will always mean problems…even until their adults..look at ourselves!! Have we not been a problem to our dearest parents…men will be doubt bout that!!..n however expensive clothes.. jewellary …shoes…accessories we don on will never turn us into a goddess.. buat / beli baju mahal2 pun merugikan diri u sendiri…sbb ppl only tgk u sekejap je wif it on..the rest of the time..its ur other clothes n wardrobe door that stares at it so bersyukur wif wat u have..ur never born a beauty queen so live wif that !!!ur nose, eyes, body, legs, bum will never be the perfect size..but atleast u hav them n their functioning normally !!!…set ur priorities rite..1/3 of hidup..for dunia..1/3 kebajikan..1/3 for amalan..insyallah..selamat dunia dan akhirat..(that’s wat my mum slalu pesan)…im no angel nor am I a miss goody two shoes…but im here to share my thots so that u all won’t feel that life is unfair to u…


Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

Reff: kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

Hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang
dan sepi, dan sepi

Selalu ada, kau selalu ada
Selalu ada, kau selalu ada

all this while penah dengar lagu ni..but never really concentrated
until recently..nice song..dedicated to those who r in love..hope love for us will stay n grow stronger by each passing day....