Picking up from where I left...


Im still alive ppl..I made it thru BOOT CAMP..woot..woot...


It’s been a little over a month since I ended my BOOT CAMP..yeah the 7 months of gruesome pain..heart wrenching..being dirty n mucky n yucky..swearing..cursing..sweating like a p*iG..bonding..laughter..tears.. …u name it..it all comes in a wonderful package…of course no doubt the most difficult part of it all was being away from ur loved one’s..but I consider myself lucky , surrounded by a close knit clan that I can rely n depend on..they were always there to aid me thru my toughest days..i wish to thank them all with all I have…my family..imran especially for being my beck n call sometimes when I was in need of things..my in laws..my PIL..who willingly took care of bambam whenever I was out of KL..my SIL n Hubby..for taking in bambam n his nanny on the days that he is in KL…to my maid..for bearing with us..thru it all…even if it meant being shipped here n there (she even said “mama harris kursus..kami pun kursus jugak.. ;-))..n lastly n most importantly to my Mr. who has been very patient even though I know that he hate's having to go thru all this..he hardly complain's..n has been very very understanding.. never failed to help me even if it means having to do the things he hate's..never once got mad over my vEry..very hecTic schedule... I know I may never be able to repay all of their kindness..may ALLAH blessed them n give the best in everything for being so kind….

Harris thru me being away..became very independant.. the changes n development in him sometimes just catch me by surprise..he’s not so clingy..can be left home without any hassle..can b taught to do things easily..even separating him from our bed was done without a fight n no major drama…he can sleep on his own bed..without trying to scramble on top of ours in the wee hours of the morning..can b trained to sit in his car seat or wear seat belts without any fuss..knows to put his bottle cap on after drinking n put it in the kitchen sink..he’s soo discipline it makes me wonder..at 2 yrs old..what Operating system is he on!! but despite that..Of course he’s still two n he’s at the terrible 2 stage..on n off he has his tantrums..refuses to sleep early..even when we’re done reading books with him..the whole library of books! Yes ppl my son has a mini library..n will want to read every single book before sleeping..n it really gets to me sometimes when im sooo worn out..but nevertheless…Im so proud of him..even if its nothing to others..its something to me…harris mama loves u very very much…n am so proud of u…

I’ll try to blog about my 7 months adventures. when I have the will to do so..my penchant for writing has long left me since the boot camp where exams were part of our weekly touture..without fail they’ll be exams almost every week..having to squish ur brain on subjects that does not concern nor interest’s u is wat I detest most..n on top of that there were endless assignments..thats y I gave blogging a break..the fact that u have to put ur thoughts into word just puts me off..im done with writing..as for now…

So ill leave u guys to that…hope u’ll be patient for more updates from me..especially to ***i..who request me to update my blog…sabar yea…

Before I sign off..here r some photo’s on 2 occasions harris birthday bash..n my hubby’s small bday celebration..n I give all my credit to my SIL who made of the fantabolous cakes..nak order buzz me ye…. ;)


HArriS 2nd Birthday..




hubby's forget age birthdaY ..