That Moment..

I’m not going to elaborate or add spice to what has already been written/reported in detail in the main stream media on Siti’s Solemnization…to me its official what more can we say…nevertheless I wish to capture one moment of the event that touched my heart….that was when she hugged her dad…all the composure she controlled thruout the event burst into tears upon hugging her beloved father…at that present moment only Datin Siti n En Taruddin knew what they felt …thou ppl can speculate 1001 assumptions…

Ive yet to hav that "moment"…the thot of it just really touches my heart deeply…wen ur solemnized…u begin a new phase of life..and leave a phase that holds soo much memories…ur no longer daddy’s gurl..ur actually on ur own..n u depend ur whole life after that on a man u call ur husband…whether he’ll be as responsible as ur father....only god knows...for me my relationship wif my father can be rated on a moderate level basis...thou I knew he loved me n vice versa as I was his only daughter...nevertheless it was never stated or voiced verbally often...but he was always there for me...financially and emotionally..even thru those torrid arguments I had wif my mum, my dad was always there to console both of us..thru my utmost bitter breakup..he was there..n I knew he prayed endlessly that I will find happiness…which alhamdulillah…at this point of time..i am happy wif wat I hav..althou its not much..but I am grateful...I remembered back when I was still staying at home...whenever I was sick n bonded to my bed..my dad never failed to send my meals to my room...he never did mind if I didn’t help clearup if I was having exams...ate whatever I cooked eventhou I'm a terrible cook..he ensures all my needs are fulfilled..even at this age...my dad still helps me out..eventhou I can stand on my own financially…he still pays for my car maintenance sometimes..my groceries when I follow my parents shopping...my fares if I travel...stuff like that...its not that im not excited to venture out a life wif my everdearest..its just that deep inside I’ll miss all those pampering..the attention..most of all I’ll miss being his gurl...I’ll belong to someone else..i know he’s still my dad..he’s still there..n I hope he will be there for as long as I live...it’s just gonna be different…n one thing I really hope I won’t do is..upon judgement day..i hope my dad will not suffer anything due to any doings of mine…bcoz to me..he has carried out his responsibility completely..in fact more..n if any wrong doings of mine is all bcos of me... never was it due to his inadequacy or negligence in educating me n completing me wif religious n moral values ...my tears r actually raining as I’m writing this..hehe...(sorry guys..im a bit emotional on stuff like this)..i love my dad..thou I don’t say it out loud to him..my mum too..but I’ll tell u all about my mum in another entry..i love them both wif all my heart thou I sometimes disobey them..n i know all they want of me is that I’ll have a good future filled with happiness..the rite way…

7 January 2006

ive received numerous request from anonymous readers ..n a couple of friends who'd like to view my engagement photos..so..im uploading a few for u guys to see...it was a very2 simple affair…nothing fancy...but if ud like to view all of the events photo...u hav to c me lar..heheh..no i did not take any photo's wif my dear weezal...(according to him his mum disapproves of him coming up to me..nanti my grandma's marah..hehe)..how time flies..7 months + has passed...

SPNB Charity Dinner

My company held a Charity Dinner at KLCC Convention centre (yup..the hall where siti n her beau will be holding their reception) last Saturday with Batik as the theme…supposedly as an appreciation to all the Contractors and suppliers who have donated their $$ for us to build houses for the very2 poor..at no cost to them…

Our entertainer for the nite was misha n amy search….suprisingly it was Amy’s first corporate function…I thot he'd done tons...so he was actually nervous at first…halfway thru...he was back in form n was very2 entertaining….applauds to him..misha on the other hand to me was so so..also nervous but not that entertaining…she hardly interacted wif the audience……overall..not a bad funtion...

oh n a special thanks to my fiance’ for being patient wif me thru the “pencarian baju process”……..love u…ooo..ive pasted a few photos of the event…did I mention that the food SUc*S..from my personal point of view lah..or is it bcoz I had too much Chinese..last week pun, attended a charity dinner at JW Marriott..artiste:KAER...food much better….