The answer to all my why's.......

The truth is, I know now in my older age why he didn't stay with me that summer. Because he loved me, but not enough. Because he loved me too much but wasn't ready. Because I was probably his first, deepest love..

i found this while browsing thru a blog...n suddenly the words echoed thru my head.. my past experience flooded clearly thru my mind....maybe...maybe..this was the cause of my misery...and the answer to my loonging question...but alhamdulillah.......thru hell ive been..god gave me the happiness i never dreamt for..which i hope..will last till the end of our life...of course i know they will be hiccups along the way..i hope..god will help us pull thru it...to my man..if ur reading this...i love u..very much..althou i know i can be a pain sometimes...thanx for putting up wif me...

To all men, understand this. Women always know if you fall in love with someone else. And often times, they know even before you do. It's in the tone of your voice and the things you don't say.And women, know that your instincts are always right. In a cruel twist of nature, the reason you possess that clarity is because you love him down to your bones. And it will break your heart. It will seize you with fear before you understand why you are frightened...."a quote from a persons blog......" which to me..is well said...down to the very last word....