Happy New Year...

As the curtain falls for 2008...i look back at wat ive accomplished..sadly not much..oni hop jobs but suffice to say its just a job..it does not make me wake up everyday feeling energetic..im still harbored at the depressing routine of having to attend to things.. so that i see a certain amount in my account by pay day...im stuck..Damn it!! y cant i be a personal shopper..(bcoz my mom won't let me of course.huhu) within 5 years time..i hope i will be on the rite track..pouring my heart out on something that i love doing..n earning $ with it...(but i still have to find that ("THING TO DO")...the only thing that kept me going last year was my bundle of joy...n the love of my life..

I hope better things will come our way..insyallah..hope there'll be oppertunities to travel..(better pay check from my better half..*wink..*wink)..that my family immediate n extended will be blessed n guarded by Allah Almighty..I hope that i will learn to love my job..(if i don't i hope my parents will understand)

Of the hopes that better things will be in store for the future..i als0 hope that God will guide me n my family to be a better muslim...n try not to be soo indulge in this material world..i hope that evil will not blind me for wats in store in this temporary place so that i can accomodate some time for our after life...n i really really hope my afterlife will be with my loved ones...afterall wat is the value of life if not to be happy...n happiness to me is to be surrounded by the people that i love in hope that they will also love me in the same way...

Lastly to my dear friends..i hope ur wishes come true n that our frenship will be stronger than ever...may Allah bless you guys n family....

Holiday Mood.............

Off late my workload is not giving me break..im soo in a holiday moood rite now..I just wish that i cud be doing something i love more....(read conflict of interest) but one thing that keeps my sanity is this little human being that gets me going each passing day...



He's really cheeky..i just love wen he giggles..but im a bit worried that he's almost 13 months but has still yet to walk.he can walk if i hold only one of his hand..n he loves to lean on things but still seem very afraid to let go....a few friends hav mentioned to use a walker..but reason being is that i came across a few article that a walker actually causes more harm in a sense that it only strengthens the lower part of the leg n not the upper..n is accidents prone specially for those living in small spaces like me..my cousin fell from his walker which cause a permanent mark on his face..so that is why i refuse to use the walker..no offense to anyone..juts that i don't feel good about it..n I believe that we should follow our feelings (provided that its backed by facts..refer to this) rather than following wat others do..just my 2 cents..after all if anythg happens its u who deal with it..

Ill be going back to JB (read: ikan bakar, ice kacang, mee rebus, yong tau foo, rojak asma) tomorrow but don't think ill stay that long after JB will b MUAR to visit my grandma..i miss her n she's not well..Shes 85 this year..n osteoporosis is catching up on her i really hopes she gets well soon....On another note I think I mite checkout Pyramid today with my bam bam...since we haven't been to any malls for this festive season..(hopefully i get the green lite form the SE in TDC...hihi..

So to u guys..have a happy holiday n merry Christmas to those celebrating..I miss Christmas in UK..boxing day even more..(shopping galore)..hihi

LIPSTICK JUNGLE

I finished watching Season 1 of Lipstick Jungle the other day..n I loved it..D Executive producer is no other than Candace Bushnell...bravo to her..I love her work..there's actually a lipstick jungle book..which im aiming to get my hands on..(or hoping that someone mite be kind enuff to buy for me..*wink.wink)

Lipstick Jungle to me is a diversion of SATC...more power more career oriented but nonetheless entertaining with the scandals n all...an i admire their wardrobe..fantastic compared to SATC..im more a conservative all plain minus frills wen it comes to playing dress up..I love Lindsay Price..I think she is sooo pwetty...n her characters sense of style is....awwww...ok so u get me..im not on the SJP train wen it comes to sense of style...

But anyway gurls..if u have time watch it... the first season only has 7 episodes..n my SIL says it was aired on Astro but im not so sure..i just prefer watching TV series on DVD as theres no commercial n u can pause ..rewind..resume..(ok so u get it...) i have the DVD but my SIL has book to see it..so if anyone is interested do let me know..i charge RM10 per DVD per day..hahah no only joking...

Btw..i forgot to mention Brooke Shields is oso in it..but shes no longer stunning as she used to be..she has aged..n so hav we..sigh...

So thumbs up for this TV series from me...

Harris Turns One

We had a micro mini celebration to mark harris birthday..my boy is One...those that attended was harris close aunties n uncle's..thanks for coming u guys..n for the prezzie..although i wish u guys did'nt bring any..since the bday celebration was done to mark his day n not for him to get prezzies..even me n hubbs have yet to get him one..thanks again u guys n not forgetting harris tok ayah n nani, aunt dd, aunt ikek n D, n aunt linda for getting harris something..

Harris froze wen we sang his Birthday song...hihih it was soo funny.. n of course he we had to stop him from grasping the cake...he was in a good mood that nite he even gave aunty ashwaa a prezzie that she refuse to take..hahah a nice poop cake..hahahah


So again thanks guys for the prezzie n for coming...

MY PADAWAN IS ONE!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY..

My BABY is ONE.... OMG i cannot believe...One year ago at this present time I was screaming my lungs out to deliver my padawan..n now a year has past.. i can still remember clearly the pain of being induced.... the longest EVER 2 hours of my life....bearing the pain...n the feeling wen i first laid my eyes on my padawan..

The crying (me the most) hahha..the stress.. the first smile...the first giggle....the first fever..all those r a prominent chapter in my life..that i would not trade even for a million bucks....

To my baby Harris..

Mama loves u with all of my heart n soul..u just brighten every gloomy day that i endure...n im sorry for not being being able to give u all this world offers..but trust me..mama n papa will go through all ends to give u the best... mama n papa loves u..thank you GOD for giving me the best gift..we could ever wish for...

Happy Birthday

Here's some photo of harris from his younger days..(hahha) the first n 2nd Months ill be updated later....

3rd Month (tgh gelap lagi)
4th month
5th month (dah pandai cheeky)

6th Month
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8th Month

9th Month

10th Month

11th Month

Love it.....

while blog hopping i found this photo of the diamonds of my life from one of my cousin in laws hubby blog... i just love it..captured at the very rite moment...thank u for capturing it...