Hi peeps..
God..thank god im still able to log on to this blog...its been eons ever since..im not going to bore u with why i didn't update for soo long ..suffice to say that my workload prevails all..n i mean it!! who ever says if u work for the GOM can dok goyang kaki..pls..pls..n i do mean plss..with all do respect..i can even throw in a red carpet welcome for u to come n replace me here..it was more relaxed in the private world...plus less depressing..i get soo depressed here at times..i miss my days in my former company..not the work..but the environment..less depressing..more happy...this is what u get for being an obedient child n following ur parents dream..hahah (so now blame it on the parents!!!..nah..i guess its just fated) to the peeps out there who yearn to b the chosen one or the selected one..or the cream of the crop..or watever crap they say about being the selected to bin the most prominent scheme in GOM..pls think 1000 times before committing urself..they choose these so CALLED great officer for a reason..n reason is because THEY THINK WE CAN HANDLE THE PRESSURE!!!!
Ok enuff of me hampering my depression..sometimes i dont know wat i want in my career..its seems like im a jack of all trades but not a king in any...i wanna be able to master at least something n known to be good at it...y cant i just have my hobby as my career n get paid for it...nway trying to see lite at this dark tunnel n trying to have a positive attitude..maybe one fine day they'll be a pot of gold for me..a pot of gold that i can share with my loved ones..God knows wat kind of gold i'll get...as people say u hav to learn it the hard way..it'll get easier...just like having the joy of my life..my baby..it was soo hard at first..but alhamdulillah..he's the color in my life...the one who can shift all my depression away with his cheeky smile...
On the home front..life is monotonous...no holiday to tell about..no new fashion acessories that i acquired...but i still feel blessed..because its better to be on a mono tone rather than having unwanted high or low pitches.....but things r good..alhamdulillah especially with our little one..he really lites up our life..
So till next time folks..hope it wont b till another month before another entry...take care..
p/s to my dear friend who go tied the knot recently...congratulations..to my cuzzie in law who gave birth to a beautiful baby...congratulations..n to my dear fren who's birthday recently past HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY...wen r u coming back?? n to another dear fren who'll be celebrating her birthday tomorrow..HAPPY BIRTHDAY...hope all of u will be blessed with life's wonders....
God..thank god im still able to log on to this blog...its been eons ever since..im not going to bore u with why i didn't update for soo long ..suffice to say that my workload prevails all..n i mean it!! who ever says if u work for the GOM can dok goyang kaki..pls..pls..n i do mean plss..with all do respect..i can even throw in a red carpet welcome for u to come n replace me here..it was more relaxed in the private world...plus less depressing..i get soo depressed here at times..i miss my days in my former company..not the work..but the environment..less depressing..more happy...this is what u get for being an obedient child n following ur parents dream..hahah (so now blame it on the parents!!!..nah..i guess its just fated) to the peeps out there who yearn to b the chosen one or the selected one..or the cream of the crop..or watever crap they say about being the selected to bin the most prominent scheme in GOM..pls think 1000 times before committing urself..they choose these so CALLED great officer for a reason..n reason is because THEY THINK WE CAN HANDLE THE PRESSURE!!!!
Ok enuff of me hampering my depression..sometimes i dont know wat i want in my career..its seems like im a jack of all trades but not a king in any...i wanna be able to master at least something n known to be good at it...y cant i just have my hobby as my career n get paid for it...nway trying to see lite at this dark tunnel n trying to have a positive attitude..maybe one fine day they'll be a pot of gold for me..a pot of gold that i can share with my loved ones..God knows wat kind of gold i'll get...as people say u hav to learn it the hard way..it'll get easier...just like having the joy of my life..my baby..it was soo hard at first..but alhamdulillah..he's the color in my life...the one who can shift all my depression away with his cheeky smile...
On the home front..life is monotonous...no holiday to tell about..no new fashion acessories that i acquired...but i still feel blessed..because its better to be on a mono tone rather than having unwanted high or low pitches.....but things r good..alhamdulillah especially with our little one..he really lites up our life..
So till next time folks..hope it wont b till another month before another entry...take care..
p/s to my dear friend who go tied the knot recently...congratulations..to my cuzzie in law who gave birth to a beautiful baby...congratulations..n to my dear fren who's birthday recently past HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY...wen r u coming back?? n to another dear fren who'll be celebrating her birthday tomorrow..HAPPY BIRTHDAY...hope all of u will be blessed with life's wonders....
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